♥ Sarah's Crazi World ♥

8 Sisters with our Children ~ Reunited!

2010-09-09T19:08:00.000-04:00

These Photos speak for themselves..... My sisters and I ~ ALL 8 of us together! All our Son's All our Daughters Hats Off Ladies!!

SISTERS! I am Blessed with SEVEN!!!

2010-09-03T07:39:00.004-04:00

This is the last Family Photo that was taken when we were all together, looks familiar because its on my Blog Page ~ I am blessed to be the oldest of ALL 8 Girls, and yes, we all have the same parents! Still alive & Kicking I might add!! Johnson Girls with Mom & Dad ~ Summer 2001 We will all be together again this weekend for a long awaited reunion and a lot has happened in 9 years ~

Grandpa is with Grandma now.....

2010-08-25T12:44:00.001-04:00

Stairway to Heaven Grandpa died 2 days ago ~ Joined Grandma in Heaven almost 9 years to the day that she went to her eternal home. They are together once again! One of my first memories of my grandparents was sitting in the back seat of their car and every time Grandma would see a car with a head light out, she would lean in for her Kiss from Grandpa! I thought it was so gross as a kid but

I like the ME that I See

2010-08-21T08:17:00.024-04:00

Over year ago I was still living in Florida, working my real estate job and living my life as a full time single mom to the rugrats, carrying on the long distance relationship with Mr. Man as we got reaquainted with each other all over again. We were together at least every other weekend for 18 months, he came to Florida most weekends, I traveled too. We loved meeting on Tybee Island for

a few things I've learned about LIFE =)

2010-08-19T01:05:00.002-04:00

I've learned that I have a lot of compassion for peopleI've learned that crying & admitting that you're wrong are signs of strength not weaknessI've learned that love is more important than power, money or sexI've learned that forgivness heals everyonemost importantly YOUI've learned that laughter is truly the best medicine for the soul I've learned that you can't take life too seriouslyI've

Attitude ~ Pure Choice!

2010-08-15T05:17:00.001-04:00

I have been under the weather mentally the past few months, with all the changes I have gone through and am still experiencing, it's a bit overwhelming at times. I TRY to always rise above whatever drama is stirring up around me and I know that regardless of the situation, I can control my reaction to what is happening even when I have no control over what is happening at that time. Attitude is a

Recovery from Major Surgery ~ The Challenge of it all!!

2010-08-04T17:33:00.000-04:00

I am recovering from ankle fusion surgery ~ if you read my blog you know the story.... about 2 years ago I fell 25' to the pavement from a 2nd story balcony railing, I was sitting on and I lost my balance. (You can read all about it in the archived blogs from 2008) Long story short ~ the surgical repair that was initially done was not made to be a lasting fix, the surgery I had done June 30 this

Jewelry & Fashion go hand in hand!

2010-07-27T11:32:00.000-04:00

I recently started my own Jewelry Business. When I knew I was going to be out of work for almost 5 months, I wanted something to keep me busy and make a little money on the side to supplement and possibly pay a few small bills...I am SUPER EXCITED for the opportunity and could not do it without the love and support of my awesome Mr. Man and my family too. It is not easy to do but I am working it

Groceries, coupons and eating healthy

2010-07-24T14:14:00.006-04:00

SO, I am no longer able to do the grocery shopping but I got Frankie bit by the coupon bug. When he saw how much money we can save just by using them, he is using them on his solo trips and so is my son. I make a list on an envelope and put the coupons for those items inside the envelope ( its always a recycled envelope from the mail I opened that day)they follow it pretty well and it works for

Wedding Planning

2010-07-23T15:02:00.006-04:00

Rose Petals tossed in the air A Casual Beach Wedding on a Saturday Morning ~ the Bride in white flowing chiffon and her Groom in linen with the pant legs rolled up ~ Walking side by side will be so incredible!I love these photos as they capture what I an envisioning..Tybee Beach has these double swings scattered along the ocean front, it's a cozy place to sit and enjoy the view....I will share

Tybee Beach Wedding Ideas 2

2010-07-23T14:24:00.000-04:00

Tybee Beach Wedding Ideas 2: "Check out my inspiration board (and make your own) on TheKnot.com"

Our Tybee Wedding Ideas

2010-07-23T14:17:00.000-04:00

Our Tybee Wedding Ideas: "Check out my inspiration board (and make your own) on TheKnot.com"

It is what it is and I am okay with that! =)

2010-07-23T11:31:00.006-04:00

I have always been able to tap into my Girl Power ~ No, I won't claim to be Super Woman by any means, but I know I have had Super powers of my own over the years...We all do, how else would we get by with out them??Before my almost fatal fall 2 years ago, I was always flying with my stilletoe heels barely touching the ground! My fiance could barely keep up with me sometimes. This was the life I

Friendship and losing it!

2010-07-18T17:43:00.007-04:00

What happens when friendships die???? What makes them dissolve? I am having a hard time with this as I moved recently and have old friends here that I have known for over 20 years but I never see them and if I don't initiate contact it doesn't happen! They seemed soo very excited that I was returning after being gone for about 13 years but they are already busy with their own lives and there

Queen of our Castle

2010-06-24T21:52:00.003-04:00

This graphic probably comes closest to describing how I feel in regards to the way I deserve to be treated!! I am lucky enough to be loved by a wonderful man who cherishes me and our love and I can feel it every day!!I am gaining a few lbs...not on purpose but from all my great cooking, made from scratch baking, freezer jam making domestic diva self!! I told Frankie tonight, "Thanks for my new

Domestic Diva in Training

2010-06-23T23:17:00.008-04:00

I am now officially not working my catering job and am learning how to stay home and just be domesticated ~ I know it may seem strange coming from me, I was on my own as a single mom for many many years but never have I had the pleasure of just staying home and taking care of the house, my rugrats and my man.... We moved from the beach to the woods last November, not literally but there is not

Tiffany Blue Beachside Reception Ideas

2010-05-13T20:47:00.000-04:00

Tiffany Blue Beachside Reception Ideas: "Check out my inspiration board (and make your own) on TheKnot.com"

Birthday Birthday!!

2010-03-28T11:49:00.004-04:00

My Family, well this is just a few of us..... We celebrated our Birthdays this year with a family sleepover, a brave idea and we will not be trying it again, its too hard on the little ones.... Sofie and I had a wonderful Birthday celebration non the less and now I am 40 & she is 12!! Garrett will be 20 in August and Frankie will be 41 in April, his birthday is the next one to prepare for....

Announcing our Engagement!

2010-01-08T10:55:00.003-05:00

Those were the wonderful words I heard on the afternoon of December 26, 2009 when my awesome Mr. Man got down on one knee in a room filled with family and asked me to be his Bride! Of course I said "YES!!" and we plan a long engagement ~ In our hearts we are already married and have been for quite some time. I used to say that I would NEVER get married again. The word WIFE was an ugly 4 letter

going CRAZI!?!?!?! trying NOT to!!!

2009-10-13T13:52:00.004-04:00

I feel like I am going absolutely crazi sometimes! Since I fell last year, I have very few side affects but one of the main ones is my short term memory! I used to be able to remember almost anything, I would just imagine flipping the 'rolodex' in my head and locating the answer! Now, it can take me hours and sometimes days to remember something!! It is aggravating to say the least! I am trying

2009-09-21T13:32:00.002-04:00

It is quite a job to pack up a house and move it! I have moved alot over the years and we have lived in this condo longer than anywhere else (3 years) It may not seem long to some folks but when you move every year or two it is a huge accomplishment, I was finally able to give my children a stable home environment and we have loved living there except for the senior citizens that watch our every

Good Morning ~ NOT!!!! The Cold Marble remedy strikes again!

2009-09-15T20:59:00.010-04:00

I was always told that when I became a parent, I would be paid back 10 fold for the hell that I put my parents through by my OWN children ~ I am experiencing this now more than ever before with the task of waking up my daughter for school in the morning. My Mom had to 'sic' the family dog on me (I do not like being licked in the face by animals period!) just to get me out of bed for school in

Our new house!

2009-09-03T12:53:00.002-04:00

This is it!!!! Our new home that we will share together ~ Finally,we will have the same address to go home to every night! After dating for over a year and a half long distance, it it something to really look forward to ☺The house is in Harrisburg, just outside of Charlotte NC ~ It is the only house we looked at and we realized it was perfect for us and our needs.... I saw it on-line and then

Changing times....

2009-08-31T16:53:00.011-04:00

This is my little family celebrating Garrett's 19th Birthday last August 7, 2009. Changes changes, it seems they are here to stay for awhile...My sweet daughter Savanna has decided to be called 'Sophie' by her teachers & classmates this year ~ I know many people who have had a nick name over the years and I figure it cannot hurt anything, she will grow out of this phase sooner of later anyway!

So TRUE!!

2009-08-10T16:00:00.003-04:00

The following is a list written by a 90 yr old columnist about what she's learned in life. I loved it so much, I wanted to share it :)1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.5. Pay off your credit cards

Celebrating Life ~ ONE Year later...

2009-08-09T10:01:00.019-04:00

ONE YEAR AGO TODAY, I WAS GIVEN A NEW LEASE ON LIFE ~ GOD WAS NOT FINISHED WITH ME YET.... This was my first road trip, resuming our 'honeymoon' weekends, to see Frankie on Tybee Island (2nd weekend in January) ~ I was still not walking very well but the ICE COLD OCEAN WATER was very therapeuticDriving to Charlotte to see my sweetheart late fall 2008~ I used the cruise control.... because I still

Applicant of the Week: MonaVie

2009-07-29T11:00:00.005-04:00

Click on the link below for the applicant of the week ~ great information about Mona Vie!Applicant of the Week: MonaVieShared via AddThis

Summertime is fleeting....

2009-07-13T13:22:00.008-04:00

It's been a whirlwind of a summer and I feel like it is flying by at warp speed!!! Being in a long distance relationship had its perks but it had its downfalls too just like everything else in life....I feel like I am always living out of my suitcase, even when I am home, I am never quite unpacked completely. I told my sweetheart this past weekend that we are going to have to schedule our time

Happy & Blessed & He loved the Pink Dress!

2009-07-11T09:46:00.013-04:00

Another Weekend Honeymoon ~ Just for the two of us ~ My awsome Mr. Man and I took a weekend getaway to Savannah / Tybee Island Georgia and it was just what we needed...I bought a little sundress, light pink and halter style, it fits like it was made for me and my Man LOVED IT!!!! It feels so good to put on a simple pink sundress and make him so happy!Our long distance love is still amazing & as

Trying to be a friend for a friend in need....

2009-07-07T21:43:00.014-04:00

I have a close friend who is struggling with an addiction and I don't know how to help. It will rob him of everything if he lets it...It's all about choices and I wish I knew the right things to say, I want to take all the hurt away and make it all better but he has to want it for himself first. When I was writing my blog yesterday I had no idea he was struggling so badly with these inner demons

Reflections....

2009-07-07T11:58:00.008-04:00

Self love is one of the hardest things to grasp....How do we learn to love ourselves in spite of who we are to ourselves??? The thoughts we have make up the actions we put forth and at times it can be a bit of a rat race!!! Einstein said that the meaning of insanity is repeating the same things over and over again expecting different results! Are we not all guilty of this at times?who hasn't been

Fathers Day ~ Last year

2009-06-17T20:18:00.006-04:00

Savanna decided to bake a cake all on her own last year when Frankie was in town for Fathers Day...We had a blast that whole weekend and they really seemed to bond after that. I am so very greatful that she has a wonderful man in her life who can love her unconditionally, just as she is! She is my little Baker....She bakes whatever she can...everytime I will let her! Smiling for the camera

Catching up with life..just as fast as I can!!!!

2009-06-16T18:32:00.025-04:00

So, my last post was April 9....Think I took a long enough break?!? So much happens in life every day, its hard to keep up, the older I get the faster things seem to happen!!!Sunset over Seattle while in the air.. It was amazing! the Space Needle from the ground....My Awesome Mr. Man turned the BIG 40 and we did it in style in Seattle, Washington, it was our most amazing honeymoon yet! A

Toes in the sand.....

2009-04-07T09:38:00.007-04:00

Putting my toes in the sand has to be one of my favorite things to do....I am soo very grateful that I have the opportunity to still enjoy the little things in life ♥Its been a little over 9 months since I fell and every day is still progess toward complete healing!! My faith has not faltered, it is stronger than ever now!!So this is me... stepping out on the beach in Ponte Vedra, cane in hand.

changes....

2009-03-24T10:25:00.007-04:00

THE END OF MY BLOG FOR THE READING PUBLIC ~ STARTING APRIL 1....I started this blog for myself a few months ago and thought it would be nice to have feedback with a 'live journal' from my friends and family and it has been nice....it feeds my creative spirit as well as I enjoy it very much.Unfortunately, this is not something that can be public any longer for many personal reasons...it you have

39 and counting.....

2009-03-23T14:25:00.012-04:00

I feel like this photo.... ready to kick up my heels and seize the day!! Carpe Diem every day is what I strive for! I called my Mom this morning and thanked her for bringing me here... into this world that is. I am not sure if I ever said it to her that simply before...I am 39 today ~ I always thought 40 was old 'till a few years ago, I told myself then that I wanted to be better @ 40 than I

more life lessons....the journey continues

2009-03-17T13:38:00.008-04:00

Life is not something for us to understand... more like a never ending adventure with twists and turns sometimes going soo very fast we get whiplash trying to get a glimpse with that 20/20 vision that we so often get in hindsight....Why cant we use that 20/20 vision with foresight?? I guess its one of the many ways we learn life lessons!I am so very blessed and grateful for my life today and

Random ...

2009-03-12T09:15:00.007-04:00

This is a wonderful way to appreciate another person's point of view... What's Prettier Than Freckles?-- Author Unknown An elderly woman and her little grandson, whose face was sprinkled with bright freckles, spent the day at the zoo. Lots of children were waiting in line to get their cheeks painted by a local artist who was decorating them with tiger paws."You've got so many freckles, there's no

South Ponte Vedra Beach... Beautiful :)

2009-03-06T12:35:00.007-05:00

The Sea shells are crunchy underfoot as you walk out toward the soft sand...I wanted to share a visual blog of one of my favorite places...South Ponte Vedra Beach ~ about a 20 minute drive from my front door...I just introduced Frankie to this beach last weekend & I am sure we will make many trips out to enjoy the beauty in nature... what an amazing place to relax....Always on the beach ~ the

A Tribute...

2009-03-05T10:11:00.008-05:00

“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a

2009-03-03T10:48:00.024-05:00

40 Tips for an Exceptional, Superb & Powerful Life!Gorgeous Sunrise.... 1. Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It is the ultimate anti-depressant. 2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. Buy a lock if you have to.3. Buy a DVD and tape your late night shows and get more sleep. 4. When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, 'My purpose is

Wearing my 'Big Girl' Panties!!

2009-02-24T11:21:00.017-05:00

Life is such a busy thing huh?? I feel like I have not slowed down since I got back on my feet last November!! Problem is, I have been soo very busy that when I have a moment, or a day with down time, I tend to sleep the day away knowing how much my body appreciates the rest....this leads me to the disorganization of my house ~ The Thanksgiving / Christmas decorations are still not put away

2009-02-06T10:09:00.013-05:00

CHANGE ~ THE STUFF LIFE IS MADE OF :)SEXY LEGS IN HEELS ~ I MISS THIS! i miss my blog!!!! I have been super busy with work & home & kids & missing my honey and trying to deal with this 'black cloud of accidents' that seems to be hovering over me!! Last Friday morning I had just dropped Savanna off @ school and I was in a car accident just a few blocks away that resulted in my car being a total

An unforgettable Honeymoon....

2009-01-12T11:17:00.018-05:00

A pictoral blog entry of our weekend honeymoon #22 in Tybee Island, GaWe drove from I-95 north and I-95 South to meet each other for a romantic getaway... Sunrise Saturday morning on the way to Tybee Island to meet my sweetheart! I took this picture out of the car window ~ I love my Canon Sure Shot!Our beach blanket and umbrella ~ We had the beach all to ourselves....The sea gulls were resting,

Chill out spot to my Crazi world!...

2009-01-08T10:10:00.003-05:00

This is the very bench I used to go to after my therapy sessions a few years ago to reflect on what I had learned the week before and what I was to work on in the week ahead.. therapy was necessary for me to be healthy mentally and spiritually which then prompted me to get healthy as a whole... I didn't grow up in a modern conventional home, we moved around the world instead and our parents

Beauty is only skin deep?? who said that?

2009-01-07T10:28:00.003-05:00

Weird subject for a blog but I was thinking about the price we pay as women and men to take good care of our skin....not just in dollars and cents, but in time as well... I admit, I am 38 years young and I resolved this year to take better care of my skin. I have used Oil of Olay since I was 21 on my face and that had been the extent of my beauty regime....not even washing my face every night

A New Year begins...

2008-12-31T13:09:00.006-05:00

What a wonderful day it is to celebrate the coming year... reflection on the year that has past which was full of many ups and downs including a miracle still in the works :) I have much to be grateful for and even more to be thankful for! I had the most awesome Christmas a girl could ever dream of with my wonderful man and it was even sweeter because for the first time in 7 years I had both of

Christmas cheer and cutting the apron strings...

2008-12-19T09:48:00.010-05:00

My G-Man and Munchkin have grown up so much since last year!!I cherish these moments, they go by so fast! This is the 3 of us last year at the beach right after Thanksgiving...Love these Christmas images... I am almost finished with the presents this year... I have 2 wonderful children that I get to spend Christmas with ~ I don't think the 3 of us have had one together in quite a few years, so

8 days and counting....

2008-12-18T09:23:00.016-05:00

Frankie & I enjoyed the lights togetherChristmas lights in St. Augustine with my sweetheart, Melanie, Savanna & T.J. last Saturday night.. it was beautiful!! Its 8 days till Christmas and I am not as ready as I would like to be but better off than some I am sure ~ This year I have gotten creative again, more out of necessity than anything and its almost like it was 18 years ago for Garrett's

2008-12-08T13:34:00.003-05:00

My daughter Savanna had a project to do for her 5th grade class ~ They were to choose someone to do a report about that had an impact on history ~ She was the only child who chose a criminal! Bonnie Parker of the duo Bonnie & Clyde was her choice and even though she was not a hero we did learn alot about her... Savanna had to do a living museum project with her posterboard on a Friday morning

In spite of it all ~ I choose to be happy!

2008-12-08T12:34:00.004-05:00

Soooo, getting ready for Christmas this year is a bit more of a challenge than I am used to... I have maintained a positive mental attitude about my recovery and will continue to do so because that is my choice! Usually this time in December I have the house decorated, tree and all, the christmas photo taken and cards ready to go out...not so much this year...I usually work catering gigs thru out

Honeymoon Weekends...

2008-11-21T11:55:00.007-05:00

I am CRAZI ♥♥ in LOVE with my sweetheart!! He was here for our 17th honeymoon celebration this weekend and it was awesome!! I feel so very lucky to have a man in my life who really loves me for ME!! Its been a long time coming, I feel like we have come full circle since our days as High School sweethearts in West Columbia SC ~ I have been getting back in touch with classmates on Facebook and

Rest in Peace Arlene :)

2008-11-19T15:43:00.003-05:00

I found out today that my daughters Great Grandmother Arlene Whitmarsh died in her sleep last night... I am mourning her death as if she had been my own Grandmother :( She was not related to me but always gracious and kind to me and Garrett as we were 'welcomed' (not so much) into my ex-husbands family... she was genuine and a fighter, I had soo much respect for her and I wish soo very badly I

This is my Crazi Crazi

2008-11-18T13:43:00.004-05:00

RELIEF!! That is what I am feeling right at the moment... I have soo many doctor appointments to keep since the accident and getting a ride everywhere can be soo very frustrating!! I am grateful for all my friends who help me out on a daily basis and I know that I would be lost without their dedication to our friendship in my time of need. I know this is only a temporary situation but its still a

A weekend with friends and Teenage Drama!

2008-11-17T14:21:00.009-05:00

Since I happen to live in Florida I get strange requests from long lost friends I have not seen in FOREVER that are traveling this way and looking for a place to stay ~ I am hospitable and have no problem opening up my home for houseguests as I enjoy being a hostess and having friends over is always fun! Eddie & Margee came this weekend on their way to the Carolina Gamecock Football game in

Angels to watch over me

2008-11-13T09:02:00.012-05:00

We never know when its our time to go ~ I am grateful to my guardian angels for saving me August 9, 2008 ~ It could have turned out so very differently. To fall from a 25 feet height to the pavement below and survive is a miracle in itself! I lost my Grandma Doris when I was 10 years old and I always said she was my guardian angel... My Grampa Ren joined her in heaven a few years ago and I know

Its a Rollercoaster!!

2008-11-10T16:04:00.007-05:00

Life is a Roller Coaster no??? I am on the Roller Coaster from Hell today thanks to the Ex-factor! He dropped my daughter off at my office this afternoon with a cat in a cardboard box! Now what the hell am I supposed to do with that???? She LOVES animals and wanted to rescue it from outside her school because it was skinny!! Well, I am not a cat lover per say ~ hence I call the cat we already

My BFF's & A Quiet Day :)

2008-11-08T22:42:00.008-05:00

I borrowed my BFF Chris' laptop today so as not to die of boredom at the house by myself ~ I could have come up with many other things to occupy my time but this has to be my favorite! Surfing the net, reading blogs from all over the world, I laughed out loud and cried tears of sadness and joy this afternoon. I had few house chores to do today, my other BFF Melanie will be over tomorrow to help

Friday Ramblings

2008-11-07T12:14:00.013-05:00

Attended Savanna's concert last night honoring Veterans who serve our country ~ I got a ride with her Dad & it went pretty smoothly. Took alot of photos but the lighting in the room was dim with florescents and they didn't turn out too good even with a kick ass camera! The song the kids were singing about living in the heart of America brought tears to my eyes as I am patriotic to the the core of

MAYA ANGELOU'S' BEST POEM EVER

2008-11-06T13:25:00.001-05:00

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE . enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to...A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE . something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour...A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE . a youth she's content to leave behind....A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE . a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling

Weight Loss, Head Lice & Long Distance

2008-11-06T10:39:00.008-05:00

So I am in the shower this morning and realizing I have lost weight because I can reach spots on my back more easily etc... but whats up with the way I still see myself in the mirror?? I have lost 54 pounds in the last 4 to 5 years and am very proud of myself for doing it the right way, slowly and due to a lifestyle /eating habit change but I look in the mirror and still see the FAT Sarah I

It's Over... The Fat Lady Sang her heart out!

2008-11-05T08:59:00.005-05:00

Alot of folks woke up this morning feeling either elated or disappointed...I went to vote with my 18 year old son Garrett after work yesterday afternoon, thankfully we just missed the long line that was about to form ~ I was proud to be there to see him exercise his right to vote & we voted together! I remember the first time I voted, I took him with me in 2000 ~ I am ashamed that it took me soo

Its your RIGHT to VOTE TODAY!!

2008-11-04T12:15:00.001-05:00

Its Election Day!! I hope everyone can exercise their right to vote as its an important year to do so! I have to admit, I didnt even register to vote until the 2000 election year, I was moved to do so because my son was in 5th grade at the time and I felt it was the right thing to do and a good example to set for him. I did good ~ Garrett registered to vote on his 18th Birthday and we will do it

Shooting stars

2008-11-04T11:41:00.003-05:00

Seen a shooting star tonightAnd I thought of you.You were trying to break into another worldA world I never knew.I always kind of wonderedIf you ever made it through.Seen a shooting star tonightAnd I thought of you.Seen a shooting star tonightAnd I thought of me.If I was still the sameIf I ever became what you wanted me to beDid I miss the mark orOver-step the lineThat only you could see?Seen a

A New place for me :)

2008-11-03T16:49:00.002-05:00

So, I now have a blog page, somewhere to call my own and a place for me to put down thoughts when I cannot write them down in a journal...I live alone without adult companionship so I needed a place to let it out so to speak!!I have attached the photo of my sweetheart & I ~ this was taken just a few weeks ago while I visited him in Charlotte ~ I am lucky enough to be crazy in love at my age and